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You would come to me and ask me how I was doing
Saying,
"How are you doing?"
"What's up?"
"What's happening?"

Thus is the everyday question asked by a person to another

But instead of the everyday answer of,
"I'm fine"
"Great"
"And how are you?"

I'd go on to say that it's a lovely morning today
The sun was beating on my window this morning
The chirping of birds waking me before the alarm
That it's not too warm, yet not too cold
That today's weather is lovely

And you'd agree and I'd point out that you got a new haircut
That it really suited you,
Better than what it had looked like before
You'd give your thanks with a nod of t

I'll do as you asked - POEMAnd you told me that i wouldn't see my father for a week
Though that week turned into years
You held my arm and told me to stay strong

And of course i'd do as you asked,
I'll stay strong for you
Even with pangs of missing family

And you bragged to your friends
About how amazing i am
About how well i did in school
With all the pressures of life
I found no harm in that
Until you came to me and said
They're looking at you
Waiting for you to slip up
Hold on and stay strong

And of course i'll do as you asked,
I'll stay strong for you
Even as they speak behind our backs

And you told me that your dream was to be a doctor
And that

One suicide too preventable.One hurt too much.
One dream too big.
One tear too many.
One time too trusting.
One fear too great.
One reason too small.
One pain too unbearable.
One lie too believable.
One friend too lost.
One heart too broken.
One scar too fresh.
One cut too deep.

One girl now dead.

Set Me FreeMy heart was ripped out of me,
right in front of me, I could not see.
You stabbed me in the back, I didn't foresee,
And I plea, that somebody will set me free.

Please, somebody come take my life,
because I know it's already over.
I've fallen off of the edge of the knife,
The reaper is so far away, not getting any closer.

I can't keep my composure,
For you are the composer,
you kept getting closer,
finishing your symphony of exposure.

I'm on my knees, please come for me,
Death extend your hand, and set me free.
I can't imagine a life of all this misery,
It's pulling me undersea,
And my life is just an unknown quantit

Make BelieveSometimes the things we wish were true,
are just a lie in the end.
There's a difference between the real truth,
and what we make pretend.
There are things we want to believe,
like when someone says they're okay,
and the things that we should see,
like a light in each new day.

© 2012

Only GlassMy body made of glass
I teeter on the edge of that terrifying
cliff.
How can I avoid this dark,
gruesome ending?
I scream for help
as I tip further forward,
but no one hears my
wanton
cries.
All efforts made would be
futile.
Alas,
I have served them well,
I
thought
now
plummeting
to
my
demise.

Yet,
to my pleasant
surprise
a hand reaches
from the deep cavern of my death,
saving my fragile form from sure horrible pain
and mortification.
I laugh and silently,
having no true lips to speak,
thank my wonderful savior
as they press my brim
to their lips
for a light

EscapeCome with me,
take my hand,
forget your every woe
And tell me, dear,
where exactly
would you like to go?

Let us go to Wonderland,
perhaps to Xanadu,
the Shire's nice,
this time of year,
and Narnia is, too.

To Lilliput!
To Brobdingnag!
We'll see such wonders grand!
Perhaps into the past, Or future,
Wherewhenever;
Take my hand.

Lost My ChanceI have forever lost my only chance.
It was gone before I even had time to glance.
You were gone before I could open an eye.
I never wanted you to whisper good-bye.

I'm left wondering what I did wrong.
All I've ever wanted is you for so long.
Someone else in this world now holds your heart.
I didn't know how easy mine could break apart.

I never could tell you how I truely felt.
It seems bad cards are all I've been delt.
My chance has come and quickly gone.
Now I'm left alone watching the dawn.

Crimson ScarDid you hear the cries last night?
Did you see the red in my eyes
Did you realize I got in a fight
Did you see through my attempted lies?

The blood seemed to flow so well
I couldn't stem it by myself
It felt like the fires flaming in hell
It was the worse blow I'd ever been dealt

The blade cut above my heart
Deeper and deeper but I caught the metal
I felt my skin split apart
And the blood spring up, unsettled

Soon it came out in a torrent
Gushing down and staining the floor
I pressed my hand above it
And made sure I locked the door

I didn't want you walking in
Didn't want you to see and ask
I wouldn't even know where to begi

HorrorsThere where kites cloak frail horizons
And where the heartless shall rise
There's the home to all night's beacons;
These shall make you realize…

The light at the end of the tunnel
Has ceased to exist so long ago.
Downcast hearts in hellish funnels,
Skies that fell on me, down low.

Images of dismal tombs
Filling up my dirty mind.
The dead devouring human wombs;
Answers that I cannot find.

Dirty, you say? The doom's on us
Nightmares disembowel me
Falling to death, falling to lust
Why are you too blind to see?

Horrors, crows, zombies, alike
Empty bodies on death's spike
Howls of darkness they will make
My creations, for G

59. No Way OutNo, there's no way out
Out of the blue, out of the dark
No, I'll always win
And I'll consume your life's last spark.

For I am the Doom Bringer
The creature of the dark
The Lord of Fiery Lords
Bow and bear the doom's mark.

There's no way out of here, mortal
You are buried deep in mud
You forgot where light is
Here, in the realm of demonhood.

Easy to break...I seem hard to
break apart,
to tear down
and cry...
seems so hard

to break me,
but really
it's too easy,
I'm already broken,
so a little more...

what would that do?
nothing? that's what
you think,
it would push
me over, shatter me

it's too easy
to break me apart,
it seems as if
it would be so hard
but it's been done

it's so easy to break
yet so hard to fix.
the shattered pieces,
stitching myself
a piece at a time...

it's so easy to
break a person
to tears, to the limit,
so why should I
be any different?

yes, it seems hard,
but it's easy
grab your taunts
throw them my way,
shatter my dreams,

and I'll blee

I'm SorryDear mother, forgive me;
I know that I have failed you.
Dear father, don't hate me;
I know that I have let you down..

If I could take back mistakes, and forget the heartaches;
Would you let me surrender?
If I could take all the blame, and hide this mask of shame;
Would you give in, and do the same?

My dear brothers, I will give in;
You've always been there when I needed you.
But don't blame me,
For not being there; God knows that I tried.

In my soul, I know I've hurt you.
But you must know how hard I've tried.
Just remember, it's not my fault.
I never meant to hurt you..

If I could try and forget, would you take my reg

Obsession of herA teasing touch, sweetly beckoning,
elegant seduction, mesmerising,
fabric vanishes so appealingly.
Her moans tempt my growing hunger.

Her alluring body, in savage need I possess.
An enthralling dream of soft fleshed delight,
and in gratifying pleasure,
I leave immortality between her thighs.

Let GoThe memories of the past never seem to fade,
and all the while, the feelings only seem to grow.
It all cuts deep into me, like the sharpest blade,
and yet, it all happened so long ago.

I want to let go, but I'm so afraid,
There are just so many things I want you to know.
The emotions I have, just seem to cascade,
These are the feelings, I don't want to show.

My mind seems to wander, it will never evade,
I can't seem to forget, how much I need you so.
Happiness eludes me, it's such a charade,
Sometimes I wish I could shift time and fore-go.

My thoughts play out like a full masquerade,
followed by guilt and endless sorrow.

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Friends? - POEM

by ~oEnvy, Aug 2, 2012, 9:57:36 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Some take the term friends so easily

Or maybe I'm the only one who holds that term precious?

I sat with you at lunch a few times
Didn't talk much
That's my fault really
Only sat there because someone I considered a
Best friend
Sat there too
Now her, I talked with much

I wanted to befriend you
You seemed like an interesting person
Did you even notice me sitting there?

I didn't know to find the words
To speak to you
I formed words in my mind
But never had the time to tell them to you

And I followed you around
As I thought friends did
Was I an annoyance to you?

We talked more and more
But I didn't consider us as friends yet
Where did I stand in your mind?
Were the things that I did
Friendly or
Awkward?

Then you told me that you
Didn't mind having no friends
You were used to it

I smiled and said that
We should be friends

I thought we already were friends

What?
But you were just complaining of having none
I barely know you
We're friends?

Are we really?

What, in your mind, do you consider a friend?
Just someone you've talked to more than once?
Someone you eat lunch with?

How can we be friends if
You don't know a thing about me?

You don't know how many siblings I have
What I do in my free time
What my favorite color is
What things I hate
What things I love
I bet you didn't know my last name, either

Maybe my idea of a friend
Isn't the same as your idea of a friend
As anybody else's idea of a friend

I think
A friend is someone you tease
You tell the outright truth to
Point out that something's stuck in their teeth
Hug them when you haven't seen them for a while
Talk with whenever possible
Go to with your problems
Choose to sit by them instead of any other
Tell jokes to
Give advice to

This is what a friend is to me

Is this why I don't have many friends?

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What place does the tag 'Friend' take in your mind?

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~King-Doodles Mar 12, 2013 Hobbyist General Artist

Read it again...

~spyro48cinder Oct 3, 2012 Student Traditional Artist

awwww

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~King-Doodles Sep 1, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Just read this poem again. I'm in love with it now.

~oEnvy Sep 1, 2012 Student General Artist

Why thank you very muchhh

~King-Doodles Sep 1, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

You are so very welcome.

~oEnvy Sep 1, 2012 Student General Artist

~~I shall go reread it again myself now xD~~

~King-Doodles Sep 1, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

lol

~oEnvy Sep 1, 2012 Student General Artist

Yup
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I do the same thing so many times.

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